If we had the chance to do it again.

Thinking tonight about the past, mistakes I've made and opportunities I had missed. Wondering, would I go back, would I change anything or would I pretty much be the same person that I was then. Time for introspection! I slid through so many things I could have done so much better. I am afraid that I would probably be the same naive and kind of stupid kid I was then all over again. But what the heck. It ain't over yet is it?

New Orleans and Merritt Island

This is an opportunity

I'm thinking that this could be an opportunity to get a few things off my chest. A good way to vent, as it were. At this point, no one sees this but me. However, if someone picks up on this then it could spread and the things I say and the way I am feeling would be out there. Therefore, I will probably not be completely truthful and that kind of defeats the purpose. 
I would really like to blow off steam but I know if I do it will come back and burn me someday. Someone is sure to see it and tell those who I don't want to know that they really just drive me nuts. Then what? Nuts! So what good is this?

Ever wonder why we always seem to be looking for something different?

I personally am constantly searching for some new challenge or project. It seems I always have a lot of things to do but I will more likely search for some challenge that is more mental than physical. That seems to be the norm as I get older. When I was younger, I sought out the physical challenges.